BrOkEnFoReVeR13

Sorry i havent been posting recently. the past year has been kind of hectic. ill try to get more posts up as soon as i find my notebook. but for those who dont know, a year ago i lost my best friend. i flew up to his hometown for a week to spend time with his family there. and then i just tried to go about my life as normal. its been tough. everyone who was close has been busy with their own lives, which i understand. they are all having childeren and going off to college. and somethimes i cant even think of what im going to do the next day. everything changes so fast. I just start wondering if im getting swept away in all of the craziness or

On June 8th, my world got turned upside down. I havent been online a whole lot, not that ive had the time. My best friend, brother, everything.. got stolen from me the rest of his family, and friends. I still remember all the great adventures wed sit and dream. How me him and my other best friend Brittney were going to be the weird old people on the end of the street who scared all the kids away. At the time.. we werent on very good terms. Wed been arguing for a while. but there's  honestly no hate in my heart. it was all hurt. i was hurt because of a lot that had gone on between us. i tried to seem angry and that id just moved on. i guess

1) Someone offers to take you someplace with a group of friends. You find out that someone you dislike will be tagging along with you due to their friendships with a few of the others. This person is pretty hard to ignore.  How would you react? Id tell them that i was not comfortable going and hope they respect my decision to decline their offer. 2) Do you live your life to the fullest, spending each day as if it were your last? school, work, sleep. i wish i did more. 3) If your boyfriend or girlfriend tells you, "we need a break," what do you assume? That he/ she found someone else, or that he/ she needs some space? id probably assume b